Unbroken

You are not broken

The seed of possibility is right there within you

Water it. Allow it to grow.

Inheritances can create blinders to ourselves which create mirages of impossibility. You can feel them, alchemize them and convert them bringing yourself back to your full power. You are supported by your ancestors in this. You can heal the epigenetics of your line.

Release the past so that your present can be free.

Your challenges initiate you into great leadership

They are carving you into the greatest version of you. 

Do not doubt yourself. Even in your struggles.

Release this burden of holding in your truth. It is an energy that changes everything. If things fall apart, they were meant to.

The shame and worry you cause are energies which need to be freed. And grief is a burden which requires facing.

See and be all of you without worrying about what other people think.

Dance free in your truth

Let go of your past so that your present can be free.

You are unbroken.

Don’t let your fear of poverty have you avoid the down that shows you the way to your truest abundance. Your truest greatness. For there you heal the line which guides you and others home.

You can have all of this but you have to be willing to ask for help.  

The way will be unknown and known – will be felt but not often certain. And, you will be honed and supported along the way.

This bougie persona will have you spend your precious time shopping and comparing and competing distracted by the “never enough” – without taking the time so slow down and feel the gravity of your unmeasurable value. You are far more powerful than your Mercedez will ever be.  

Do not allow this western way to lure you into becoming the very thing that enslaved you in order to be perceived as a success. And, do not believe the spell that you are not free now.

You are not broken.

Generosity is everywhere. Humility is key. Life is much more than the collective channels of approved buying, selling and self-sufficiency.

You will not be able to blame other people for problems you’ve created for yourself.

You can’t come into the fullness of yourself without guessing and messing things up.

You can’t deny who you are in order to fit a mold that is not working.  

You can’t complain about being small when you surround yourself with people who promote smallness.  

Consider that the feeling of sickness when trying new things is a false barrier of old human-created limitation a spell which has you believe yourself incapable and blocks you from hearing  your inner compass home.

A heart that is broken protects everyone but yourself – never allowing you to feel again the pain carried so long, never allowing you to stretch and strive and speak or even know the life that is yours to behold – for in the breaking and mending a lean into the experience of life is able to explode.

The fracture so young which stole your voice, your sex, your style. Take your time to re-collect the pieces. One by one a slow and steady prayer. A retrieval of soul. Aligned by the fallen who cannot be broken - again and again and again. In your doing, you remember. In your doing you reclaim never to be lost – your YOU.

This does not occur as loud earthquakes, but from the stillness within. A repair, a gentle listening with love, so still, so quiet – the soft animal within.  

There is a gentleness, you find yourself.

If I was used to believing that life could not hold me, I would never lean in. I would never stretch into a form requiring everything, heartbreak initiation and love. Instead succumbing to the certain, deeply-patterned collective beliefs of nothing good coming (even when they do). Freezing in the trying. Freezing in the unknowing confusion. Perhaps even a kinky enjoyment that my fate was sealed.  

But in the still of the night, guided by my never ending unsated desire, maybe, just maybe, my reflection could listen and see that there is more. That in my trying I was interrupting generations whose limits were real, but no longer so. And, there is a fog of uncertainty there – and I might catch of a reality that is actually mine. Healing my way home into the space beyond the known and into worlds initiating me into limitless expression.

Collecting my parts home.

Go with ease, and grace and love for yourself, because as you try, and try and try again – you are alchemizing to an alignment which converts generations of pain. Take your time here and when it is hard, go easy. Gathering the clues home. Trust that the brilliance of life will initiate you, is initiating you in all the right ways. Admire your courage to try. Teaching you your value.

For deep within your bones. There you are. The powerful whisper within. When you listen you align.

And, in time and with practice your nervous system will be able more life again. You will wield and lean in. Hold the disruption and disappointment you cause with presence and love, and lean into life’s joy, happiness and abundance too.

You are unbroken.